Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Spoiler alert
I made the mistake of watching the finale for 19 kids and counting today. I knew she lost the baby and I guess I just felt like maybe it would be good for me to watch it somehow. Two hours of bawling like a baby later...it really makes me realize that although I'm still upset by the loss of my twins, I am so thankful I lost them before i could hold them. The thought of carrying a baby for several months, thinking you're past the point of worry, and then having to deliver a lifeless baby into the world way before its due (or even close to due date) would kill me. Watching her go through all that is heart wrenching and my heart breaks for her. No matter how many kids you have or what your views on her are, no one should have to go through that. The way she turned it around and was able to still say "blessed be the Lord", is baffling to me. I was definitely not in that state of mind and I admire her for that. Trying to find the good in every situation is definitely hard. I feel bad for everyone who has gone through that no matter how early or late they were in the pregnancy. It's a horrible experience and I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
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i have to say this is why i love you so much. you have an amazing heart. you went through something horrible and it still hurts which is understandable. I love how wrote this. Not sure how to describe it, but proud of you. I do agree Michelle is a wonderful woman. I would love to have a conversation with her about her outlook in life. I think I try to be positive but if she said that after what happened, she should be put on my hero list. what a way to look at the world. anyway, just thought i'd add my 2 cents! lol.
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